Virus....

I hate VIRUS

It makes me unwell.... yet there is nothing I can do to make it sick... haha...

Seriously so annoying..... From throat up to parotid gland and Eustaschian Tube....

Sore throat, painful jaw, blocked ears.....

Slight fever, headache, body weakness.....

Adoi.....

Go Away Virus.... Go Away.....

Study Group....

Am Supposed to run the first Study Group ever with KC this Saturday....

Theme we'll be looking at...

GIVING....

Talked with KC and 've got some plans on my mind....

Hope it goes well.....

Excited and Nervous.... Been a long time... hmmm... What a memory it was backthen before coming here....

Courage....

One of the things I really want at the moment is perhaps a little bit of courage in myself....

Sometimes I wonder why I end up taking another turn and detour from my main road....
I could just keep moving forward, given that I've got all it takes....
But still... sigh....

I know oral alpha1 blocker is not to be used during breastfeeding and pregnancy..... Janice's told me before...
Yet when I am about to tell my patient to go for Nasal spray or Paracetamol..... I end up asking Karen to tell the patient exactly the same things on my mind....

Need to be more confident and spontaneous.......

All of a Sudden.....

I crave for Japanese Food....

Been eating Japs when not dining at home since last week....

Hmm.....

So wu liao....

These people ar so bo kang co.... First RK HOUSE.... Now Kopitiam...

Weird....

I find it quite surprising that many people actually know me

When.....

I can't remember if I've met them before...

hmm.....

trying to go unnoticed BUT being noticed

5HT INFLUX.....

Something seriously THRILLS me...

What's this ar? A feeling of


EXCITEMENT


NERVOUSNESS


AGITATION


HAPPINESS


Bwahahahaha.... Like drinking a CONCOCTION of THESE......


feels just like.... Mozart's Eine Kleine Nachtmusik.....

Tiada

Pesta

Yang

Tak

Usai

Today....

Today is so SIAN!!!!
Sigh....
Feel so lifeless....
Couldn't believe I had a good nap after Lecture..... straight from 10.30 to 2.30.....
and.... quite suprisingly.... I feel sleepy now... yes I mean NOW...

Dunno wats wrong with me ar.....
Never Had I done dat before.....
Most Unbelievable....
I skipped lunch....
Hey.... It's NOT exam period....
and I seriously had no apetite at all.....
Dinner was just alrite.....
Couldn't stuff much in....
Might have skipped it though, had I not gone out with them....

Seriously wat's going on here?
Sigh....
Moodless... Lifeless... Hypersomnia.... No Apetite.....
Seems like symptoms of Depression to me....
NOOOOO!!!!!!!

Pharmacist...

It's a shame.... that I don't even know what to do during emergency....
What I've learnt all along are not relevant...
Heck with Health professional, when I don't even have a single idea on wat's going on....
I don't even have any idea on how to treat...
And the worst and most embarassing is....
I don't even have the courage to approach it....

What a limitation a pharmacist has eh?
Perhaps I should really transfer to Medicine...
they are first point of contact in emergency....
Everyone was asking for doctors ONLY...
Still those doctors wouldn't know much about the stuffs they prescribed.... which in the end their patients depend on....
Yet, I find myself requiring the latter as well...
What a joke...


Knowledge about therapy only isn't sufficient....
I need more...
both the doctor's and pharmacist's skills....
would be awesome...
I crave not for the surgical skills.....
Only to the extent of diagnosis and emergency resuscitation....
would balance stuffs up....


Way to go were I to reach out to my goals....