Reborn!!!

FIVE years since my last post, a lot have happened for sure....
Career wise....
Obtained my Bachelor degree in 2010, past my registration exam the year after, started working real hard and trained an intern up until end of last year.

Time does fly... My trainee back then is now a qualified professional. I Ended up quitting my full time job and ventured back into uni, thinking to get into the academia sector. It's a bit of a trade off though considering the amount of money I would have earned, had I kept my job. But then again, for a better future and for the sake of reaching out to my dreams, I guess a change is good.

So yep... third month into my study now. What to expect? Information overload, twisted brain, busy buzzy, what else? First month even worse trying to adjust from working life to that of student.... Now I guess m getting the rhythm back...

My love life is just as exciting... I wish....
Unfortunately it did not turn out well... Sigh....  Won't go into the details but it's just hard to find the right person amidst the vast ocean.... Up and down like a yo-yo... So depressing man...  Having said that though, a few of my schoolmates are actually married and even had children... So yep kind of unpredictable I guess....
A few days back however, somebody keeps on popping on my mind. out of no where.... So Random!!!! Ok Fine I did read one of my friends' blog and went into the links on the page. What surprises me is that I dun even know that person, but somehow this thought keeps on resurfacing and bothering me... Even at this very moment..... So cia lat man.... Really weird.... My mind is jumping around like monkey now... hou geng hor that someone =.=!! sigh..

What else....
Oh.. recently I know another someone, who claimed to be or is said to be so like me... I was like mehhh.... Really r got Replica of me now... haha But I guess we do have so many things in common, personality wise... and I find it quite surprising myself to be able to click so well with him, who was then a Mr Stranger. Not to mention the "special" approach we took to forge this friendship and get along... (If you are reading this,,, No Offence lol). But I am glad to have known him. Seriously....  Appreciate it....

Also did a fair bit of travelling around Asia since I started working full time... Been doing it solo all along... so boring hor? Maybe it's just my antisocial side... hahah Another one coming up end of this month.... Destination Taiwan... Again!!! Fallen in love with that place =)

Oh Well... That's all for now I guess,,, Shall post again when there are more exciting stuffs available.

Hello Again...

For some reason I feel the urge to pen down my thoughts after abandoning this space for nearly half a decade.... Oh Well.....
Guess it doesn't hurt to start writing again....

Anxious.....

If you ask me to describe my feeling in one word now....
It would be....

ANXIOUS!!!!!!

Of What???

Heaps!!!!

EXAMS!!!!

This semester really is the "BEST" semester ever..... Start studying TWO weeks before first paper.... how COOL is that????? Trying to catch up now... Hope it's not too late... Getting there.... We can do it!! HISSYOU!!!!!!!

VISA!!!!
Still waiting for Visa letter from King's.... When is it coming??? duhhhh
Called German Embassy... Next available appointment is 13 Nov... The day straight after exam.... can we make it in time????
That's TWO VISA in 2 months.....
Fingers crossed....

MONEY to spend XD
OK perhaps this one is a bit exaggerating.... but seriously I need it eh......

Automatic Teller Machine

Skimming through The Age and I found this article.....

International crime syndicate linked to ATM scam

Mex Cooper
March 24, 2009 -
3:58PM

An international crime syndicate is believed to be behind an ATM scam
in Melbourne's CBD that may have netted criminals more than $500,000, police
say.

A skimming device attached to an ANZ ATM at 353 Elizabeth Street is
suspected to have scanned about 5000 cards in the past month.

Have you
been affected by the ANZ ATM scam? Email us at scoop@theage.com.au

The
bank has had to cancel more than 2000 customers' cards believed to have been at
risk.

Skimming devices are attached to the front of ATMs, creating a
fake slot for bank cards.

A magnetic reader then records the cards'
details and a small optical camera films customers entering their pins.

The criminals can then access the device remotely using a mobile phone
or Bluetooth technology. The details are transferred to a blank card, which can
be used to withdraw money from an ATM.

Detective Senior Constable Brett
Colley from Melbourne Criminal Investigation Unit said investigations revealed
that a similar scam had operated in NSW, Queensland and New Zealand.

Detective Senior Constable Colley said he feared more machines in
Melbourne may have the devices fitted and warned bank users to be vigilant when
withdrawing money.

"Investigators believe the people responsible for the
activities are from an international organisation operating within Australia and
originating from somewhere in southern Europe,'' he said.

"We need the
public to be vigilant when using ATM machines or accessing any information
within their bank accounts (and) to try and identify any skimming machines that
may have been attached before they use them.''

Three skimming devices
were found on three different ATMs on King Street operated by different banks
but were removed before any withdrawals had been made.

Another device
was today found on an ATM in Melbourne's south-east.

Police would not
reveal which other banks had been hit by the scam.

Detective Senior
Constable Colley said you would not notice the skimming devices unless you were
looking for one.

"Obviously you need sophisticated knowledge of
electronic equipment to operate the device properly and the installation also
takes a degree of expertise to know that it's not going to be detected easily,''
he said.

ANZ is contacting affected customers and arranging new cards.

ANZ spokeswoman Vanessa O'Shaughnessy said customers would be reimbursed
for any losses.

Police advised people to cover ATM keypads when entering
their pin numbers and to check the machine did not look abnormal in any way.

Investigators want to speak with two males in relation to the devices.

One man was described as about 170 centimetres tall, unshaven with olive
skin and was wearing a black peaked cap, dark blue jumper, blue jeans, white
sneakers and had a black and grey Reebok backpack.

The second man was
about 180 centimetres tall with fair skin. He was wearing a white peaked cap,
black jacket, blue jeans and white sneakers and was carrying a distinctive
multi-coloured shoulder bag.

Anyone with information has been asked to
contact Crime Stoppers on 18000 333 000 or at http://www.crimestoppers.com.au/

adapted from http://www.theage.com.au/national/international-crime-syndicate-linked-to-atm-scam-20090324-986t.html?page=-1

Suddenly remember a friend of mine had sent me similar email regarding this issue happening in Indonesia.....

Went through my mailbox and.....

Looks like an ordinary ATM machine, doesn't it? In fact..... NO!!!!!

Slot for magnetic reader, which would scan and record cards' details.

Ordinary Flyer holder? Not at all.... An optical camera was attached to the site pointed by the red arrow...



Cool huh?

Optical camera faced the keypad and screen capturing customers typing in their passwords. The results then could be accessed via wireless connection....... How appalling is that?

Insight view of the flyer holder....

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Think ya good enough at identifying modified ATM machine now????

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Scary???? Those are pictures of the ATM machine in Indonesia anyway....

Please be careful everyone when using the convenience of your card.......

Wind of Change

Recently.....

All of a sudden....

Doing those quizzes you find on Facebook has somehow become my STRESS BUSTER....

Replacing Filling up Bulletin on Friendster ;)

Sleeping Balance....

Been deprived of sleep recently.......

Then....

To Compensate.....

I had a very long sleep yesterday........
(Such a privilege that I am not working today.... >< jokin)

Anyway when I woke up this morning.......

Headache, Dizziness, Tired.....

Too much sleep kah????

Err...

I wonder....

Why so many people keep on asking me the SAME question???


Or Perhaps it is time for me to ...

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LOL....

Quoted from www.Kompas.com

What a joke.... haha

Wahai Si Mbok dan Si Mbah, Apa Maumu?
Josh Chen - Global Citizen
Hello lagi Z, AsMod, KoKiers – KoKoers....
Sedang menyetir mobil bersama
keluarga sehabis makan malam nikmat dari D’Cost BSD di penghujung
weekend....

Tiba-tiba penyiar radio di mobil menyebut 2 nama yang bikin
kupingku
tegak menyimak: Megawati dan Amien Rais....wuits...apalagi
ini....duuuhh...bikin
eneg dan muntab saja.....

Amien Rais dalam
satu acara di Magelang malam
ini dengan bersemangat njeplak (lagi) untuk
adanya Poros Alternatif guna
menghadang SBY dan Megawati. Lha hopo tumon
coba.....ini Si Mbah mbok-ya-o
sadar, sejak tahun 1998, mendirikan PAN,
penuh keyakinan menang telak dalam
Pemilu 1999, ternyata letoy, ambles
perolehan suaranya, menjegal PDI-P dengan
pembentukan Poros Tengah. Kemudian
jadi Ketua MPR langsung duduk manis tidak
bengak-bengok, tidak cuap-cuap
bersuara tengik dan tengil. Tapi setelah turun
dari kursi empuk, langsung
kumat dan mulailah membentuk
poros-entah-apa-aku-lupa-namanya waktu Pemilu
2004. Masih penuh keyakinan
memenangkan Pemilu 2004, full confident Pilpres
2004 cukup 1 putaran, dan
ternyata benar, memang 1 putaran membuat dia
kloneng out of the ring...berhenti
di putaran pertama karena perolehan suara
yang luar biasa rendah....


Lebih baik Si Mbah duduk manis dan
memberikan masukan yang berguna
bagi negeri ini, daripada koar-koar
cuwawakan dengan hobby utama poros-porosan
itu. Yang dimaksud dengan poros
alternatif adalah:


“Yaitu poros yang
betul-betul
mengejawantahkan Pasal 33 UUD 1945 itu menjadi ekonomi kerakyatan,
lewat
poros ini selain dapat menjembatani kebuntuan politik juga sekaligus akan
membuka kesempatan kepada calon presiden alternatif. Dia berharap, wacana
poros
alternatif itu muncul dari partai papan menengah ke bawah. Poros
alternatif ini
harus mempunyai konsep ekonomi yang mengucapkan selamat
tinggal pada ekonomi
liberal atau neo liberal”


Guuubbbrrrraaakkk......speechless....maksud’e Si Mbah opo? Atau saya
yang terlalu bodoh untuk mencerna kalimat Si Mbah ya?

Itu baru Si
Mbah....nah sekarang mari kita lihat Si Mbok.....

Kemuakan saya
terhadap
sepak terjang Si Mbok belakangan ini membuat saya menggali
dalam-dalam
coret-coret saya dari dulu....

Dengan ‘thema’ didzolimi
penguasa,
membuat Si Mbok dengan instan naik daun (ulet kaleee) di dunia
perpolitikan Indonesia.
Penyerbuan kantor PDI tanggal 27 Juli 1996 menjadi ‘tonggak sejarah’ dan
titik
balik partai bersimbol banteng itu. Men-Tian-An-Men-kan insiden tsb
membuat
simpati dari masyarakat mengalir, dan mencapai puncaknya waktu PDI-P
menang
telak di Pemilu 1999. Tapi apa daya, penjegalan dan manuver politik
Si Mbah
membuat Si Mbok tak berdaya dan pasrah menjadi RI-2 saja. Dengan
segala macam
dalil agama (again) menjadikan Si Mbok tidak ‘eligible’
menduduki kursi RI-1.

Karena Poros Tengah bentukan Si Mbah, naiklah Gus
Dur menjadi RI-1
dengan harapan bisa disetir oleh para ‘agamawan’ dalam
Poros Tengah. Tapi
namanya saja Gus Dur, kita semua tahu apa yang terjadi,
Poros Tengah kelimpungan
dan kebingunan dengan sepak terjang Gus Dur yang
gagah berani bak Don Quixote
menghajar kincir angin sehingga sungsang sumbel
jumpalitan didepak keluar dari
Istana dengan hanya bercelana pendek, tragis
dan mengenaskan! Analogi itu bukan
merendahkan Gus Dur, tapi menghadapi
kincir angin yang meger-meger tegak, dan
hanya seorang diri, rasanya
merupakan Mission Impossible jilid 7 to accomplish.

Naiklah Si Mbok ke
tampuk kekuasaan negeri ini. Para agamawan yang
bermuka banyak di Poros
Tengah berbalik 720 derajat (lha 180 derajat bolak balik
4 kali!) mendukung
penuh naiknya seorang wanita menjadi RI-1, dari yang
sebelumnya
mengedepankan segala kutipan kitab suci dan dalil agama, berbalik
total jadi
mendukung.


Di bawah pimpinan Si Mbok, asset negara lepas
tidak
karuan, yang jelas KORUPSI menjadi luar biasa subur, karena pada dasarnya
yang duduk dalam wakil rakyat (menang telak) adalah mantan penguasa jalanan
yang
naik ke kursi empuk, merebaklah segala praktek jalanan di Senayan dan
sendi-sendi pemerintahan.


Datanglah era baru....

Pemilihan
presiden secara langsung untuk pertama kalinya dalam
sejarah negeri ini,
menjadikan seluruh sendi kehidupan bermasyarakat,
berpolitik, berekonomi berubah
total. SBY yang didukung partai baru ketika
itu, menang telak dalam Pilpres
langsung 2004. Salah satu praktek demokrasi
paling berhasil dan sukses di muka
bumi berhasil ditampilkan dengan elegan,
cantik dan apik ke mata dunia. Negeri
demokrasi baru telah lahir, kemudian
dikenal menjadi Negeri Demokrasi Terbesar
ke 3 di dunia, negeri dengan
jumlah penduduk ke 4 dan negeri dengan pemeluk
Islam terbesar di dunia!


Belum genap 3 bulan dilantik, SBY – JK
harus menghadapi
kemurkaan alam di Serambi Mekkah, tsunami terbesar di dunia
modern
meluluhlantakkan 80% area di sana. Serta merta resources negeri tertarik
ke
sana untuk membereskan dan mengulurkan tangan untuk anak negeri di ujung
barat Indonesia,
walaupun ketika itu si anak negeri masih sedikit mbalela.....



Disusul gempa Nias dan gempa Jogja, menjadikan SBY – JK lebih
kuat dan bahu membahu mengatasi masalah bertubi-tubi melanda negeri ini.
Belum
sempat bernafas sedikit lega dan rehat sejenak, buuuummmm......tsunami
yang lain
menghantam dunia....diawali dengan sub-prime mortgage, kemudian
gonjang ganjing
Lehman Brothers, yang diikuti runtuhnya kartu domino
perekonomian super-liberal
dunia barat, menghantam juga tanpa ampun ke
kawasan Asia. Tsunami Ekonomi Jilid
2 datang....harga minyak dunia melesat
ke record tertinggi $147/barrel hanyalah
merupakan ‘kata pengantar’ dari
tsunami yang sebenarnya.


Pemilu 2009
menjelang....

Dan
mulailah Si Mbok dengan segala sepak terjang menggelar
berbagai macam jurus
usang yang selalu berulang, mencak-mencak sejak SBY – JK
menang telak dari
Si Mbok dan pasangan cawapres ketika itu. Kita lihat bersama
tingkah polah
Si Mbok tsb:

Sewaktu menjabat, pada akhir 2002,
pemerintahan
Megawati sempat menaikkan harga BBM, kenaikan tarif dasar listrik
dan
telepon. Aksi unjuk rasa tentu saja berlangsung. Tapi rupanya mentalitas
luar biasa menjadikan Si Mbok memberikan cap “gerakan ekstra parlementer”
yang
dituduh bermaksud menjatuhkan pemerintahannya. Bahkan dengan hebat
keluar
ancaman bahwa para mahasiswa yang berdemo akan dicabut
kewarganegaraannya.
(Sinar Harapan, 9 Juli 2002). Lha (again) hopo
tumon....saya malah tidak tahu,
peraturan perundangan di Indonesia
yang sebelah mana memberikan wewenang kepada seorang presiden mencabut
kewarganegaraan?

Kenaikan BBM semasa pemerintahan SBY – JK memang
tidak
terhindarkan, lebih dikarenakan external factors dibanding internal
factors.
Semua yang melek huruf pasti mahfum bahwa kenaikan harga minyak
dunia tidak ada
negara manapun yang tahan dan sanggup menahan lajunya, dan
juga sanggup menahan
beban subsidi. Sewaktu kenaikan terjadi, Si Mbok
mengeritik habis-habisan SBY –
JK, dengan segala perhitungan ajaib ala orang
tidak sekolahan (maklum juga sih,
Si Mbok juga tidak jelas tamatan mana),
menyebutkan bahwa BBM harusnya masih
bisa dijual dengan harga sekian dan
sekian.

Eh, sewaktu harga minyak
dunia turun, harga BBM juga
diturunkan pemerintahan SBY – JK, tanpa ragu Si Mbok
njeplak lagi (dalam
Rakernas PDIP di Solo, tanggal 27 Januari 2009) berkata
bahwa “pemerintah
membuat rakyat seperti yo-yo”, dibuat naik
turun....weladalah.....iki
karep’e opo Si Mbok (ini mau’nya apa?). Masih belum
cukup, sewaktu harga
minyak dunia turun terus, dan akhirnya BBM dalam negeri
menurut hitungan
pemerintah sudah tidak rugi dan bahkan sudah dijual menurut
harga
keekonomiannya, malah Si Mbok masih mengipas lagi bahwa seharusnya BBM
bisa
turun lagi.

Kita tahu bahwa subsidi pemerintah untuk BBM cukup
besar
porsinya. Dengan program konversi minyak tanah ke elpiji, dan kemudian
secara bertahap mengurangi subsidi BBM, toh secara nyata pemerintah dengan
konsekuen mengalihkan ke dana pendidikan yang mencapai 20% sesuai
diamanatkan
UU.

Tapi rupanya Si Mbok memang sudah mata gelap atau
gelap mata
entahlah, tidak tanggung-tanggung di acara berkelas dan disiarkan
secara
nasional, Kick Andy, tanggal 26 Desember 2008, dengan bersemangat Si
Mbok
berkicau lagi, prinsipnya Si Mbok mengritik habis-habisan kebijakan
tsb,
mengatakan tidak ada perlunya anggaran pendidikan segitu tinggi,
pendidikan
formal tidaklah begitu perlu, toh orang sekolah tinggi-tinggi
belum tentu
pandai, berhasil, dsb, dsb, dsb....kemudian Si Mbok juga
memberikan contoh
pendidikan yang baik menurutnya...yang sayangnya saya
tidak bisa menuliskan
ulang di sini saking bingungnya apa yang dituturkan Si
Mbok malam itu, tidak ada
satupun yang nyangkut di otak saya.....

Dalam Rakernas PDIP di Bali
tanggal 7-10 Januari 2007, Si Mbok
menjuluki SBY sebagai presiden tukang tebar
pesona, bukan penebar kerja.
Padahal Si Mbok masih ora nggrayangi githok’e dhewe
(masih tidak
instrospeksi diri sendiri) memangnya semasa menjabat apa hasil
kerja yang
nyata?

Di kesempatan lain lagi pertengahan bulan Juli 2007,
“hanya
bisa berjanji setinggi langit, tapi pencapaian hanya sampai kaki bukit”.
Katakanlah memang demikian, menurut pendapat saya masa pemerintahan Si Mbok
pencapaian bukan di kaki bukit, melainkan di ujung parit.....

“SBY
seperti menari poco-poco, maju selangkah, mundur 2 langkah” dilontarkan
kembali
oleh Si Mbok di bulan Januari 2008. Sampai-sampai dibalas telak oleh
JK, masih
mendingan poco-poco daripada dansa-dansi (merujuk pada waktu Si
Mbok turun
melantai dengan pemimpin China beberapa waktu sebelumnya).
Menurut saya lagi,
masih mending menari poco-poco daripada balap karung yang
tak pernah mencapai
garis finish karena nyungsep....

Sementara Obama
yang jelas jauh lebih
mumpuni dari segi ilmu, politik, kepiawaian
berdiplomasi, komunikasi, kearifan
sebagai negarawan dan politikus saja
hanya berani berjanji membuka lapangan
kerja baru sebanyak 3 juta sekian
lapangan kerja baru dengan paket stimulus yang
tidak main-main sekitar $800
miliar, ini Si Mbok malah dengan mengucap “banzai”
berani berjanji
menciptakan lapangan kerja baru sebanyak 12.9 juta di salah satu
janji
kampanye Pemilu 2004. Dari mana?

Kekerdilan jiwa Si Mbok sudah
terlihat pada waktu tanda-tanda kekalahan di depan mata. Dalam debat capres
di
bulan September 2004, Si Mbok sudah berpesan bahwa dia mau ikut dalam
acara
debat kalau tidak ada acara jabat tangan dengan lawan debatnya, siapa
lagi kalau
bukan SBY. Rasanya kejadian itu patut dicatat dalam Guinness Book
of Records
debat pertama capres yang tanpa jabat tangan.

Semua orang
juga tahu
betapa sempit pandangan dan kerdil jiwa Si Mbok, betul-betul tidak
pantas sama
sekali menyandang nama Soekarno di belakang namanya. Sebagai
Founding Father,
Proklamator dan Presiden I republik ini. Tidak satupun
peringatan Hari
Kemerdekaan RI tanggal 17 Agustus dihadiri oleh Si Mbok.
Luar biasa betul
kebesaran jiwanya. Apalagi jika kita melihat halaman demi
halaman buku karangan
Tjipta Lesmana, Dari Soekarno Sampai SBY,
duh....betapa hebatnya kelakuan Si
Mbok ini.

Mengutip salah satunya
saja. Di tahun 2005 ketika Indonesia
menjadi tuan rumah kembali sekaligus peringatan 50 Tahun Konferensi Asia
Afrika
yang dicetuskan dan diprakarsai oleh Soekarno, dalam wujud
penghormatan luar
biasa, Presiden SBY mengundang Si Mbok secara khusus.
Mengutus utusan khusus,
yaitu Menteri ESDM mengantar undangan. Menerima
Utusan Khusus pun Si Mbok tidak
mau, apalagi menghadirinya.

Untuk
tidak memperpanjang tulisan ngawur
ini, silakan Anda cari sendiri buku tsb
di atas, dan temukan hasil penelusuran
sang penulis, wawancara dengan orang
dekat, orang-orang sekitar Si Mbok
bagaimana karakter dan kebesaran jiwa Si
Mbok....

Kalau orang Jawa
bilang: “ora sumbut lan kabotan nyandang
jeneng Bapak’e” (tidak sebanding dan
keberatan menyandang nama
Bapaknya)......


Untuk melirik Si Mbok dan
Si Mbah pun saya sudah
malas, apalagi memilih... thanks, but no thanks (kata si
HL)....hehehe....


Terima kasih sudah membaca tulisan ngawur
ini....terima kasih Z,
AsMod, KoKiers – KoKoers.....

God Bless Indonesia.....

It's MARCH !!!!!!

To begin the third month of this year, this short video would be a good idea.....

Hope you find it entertaining..... hahaha

Newai Have a good start of the month.......

Alles Gutes!!!!

Salty Peanuts.....

Salty Peanuts.....

Who would have guessed that

Those stuffs are EXTREMELY.....

SALTY

Kapan ya?

Duh....

Makin w mikir....

Rasane kok makin pengen ya????

Hahahah

Nasib2....

Kapan sih datangnya?

ckckckck.......

Liat kiri kanan.....

Tambah minder aja w....

haha =p

My First Zanpakutou??? Err.....

Suddenly.....

I want a Zanpakutou for myself.......

hahaha

Might be suffering from "Bleachopenia" (I coin this term meaning over dose of Bleach, and yes I'll have it copyrighted...... ><) Newai think bout it.... With a zanpakutou, I will be able to release shikai and bankai..... Imagine All those cool stuffs..... ha6 I even give him a name..... Guess wat? ....


火焔の逃げ水


Sounds really cool doesn't it?

Even think of a shikai release command for it......

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咲く。。。火焔の逃げ水。。。


First move...


原初で様　－　朴の木湾月

And what's on my mind is such release will cause my zanpakutou to soar in the air, multiplying his blades and rearranging the newly formed blades with the grips meeting at one point in the centre and blades pointing outwards. Just like Magnolia.....
I would then be able to release all those petal like blades towards my enemies at any direction I want, thru and fro.....
Each blade will conform to the shape of crescent moon when slicing the opponents and thus got his name....
A long range attack weapon definitely.....

Sounds pretty amazing huh?

I will keep on searching for other Shikai Move and of course BANKAI.....
Would like to design my own zanpakutou as well..... lol
Wish I know how to use those design software.... ><

TIREDDDD........

SICK of LOOKING at MEDICAL Hx!!!!!

SICK of GENERATING more DATA!!!!!

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I

Am

Tired.......

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15. Most visited webpage?
-> hotmail, my monash lol
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16. Last person to make you mad?
-> err when was the last time I was mad..... Aighhhh Was due to that issue... isshhh
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17. Coke or pepsi?
-> Coke
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18.Chocolate or Vanilla?
-> chocolate
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19. Fun thing to look forward to this week?
-> FUN? I wonder...
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20. How many siblings do you have?
-> 1
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21. Do you have any pets?
-> nah
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22. Whats your favorite number/s?
-> 1 & 9
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23. What did you do after school?
-> School? I'm on holidayssssss
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24. Do you have a best friend?
-> Used to
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25. Do you have a crush?
-> nah
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26. Are you in a fight with anyone?
-> Fight? Nah
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27. What are you listening to right now?
-> 药师灌顶真言
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OTHER CONFESSIONS
1. What do you hate most?
-> Being alone and left out around people.... m used to it sigh.... (I like spending my own time alone though)
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2. Have you ever gotten in a fight?
-> nah....
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3. Is there any types of rumor going around about you?
-> there might or there might not be.... cbb

Plan...

Can anyone cover my shift please????

Just for next week.....

So that I can get away and see her again????

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Miso Honey

Back to Blogging Business!!!!

Couldn't believe haven't updated it since the 1st post of this month....
Was away during that time... (Which was really really good!!!!)
Came back last week....
Plus some other stuffs to do and the laziness inside me....
So yea can't be helped...
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Newai.....

Lately feeling like Miso Honey.....
Aighh....
Not to mention that freaking dream....
Isshhh....
Thinking of it alone is enough to disgust me
You wouldn't want to know.....

Bleh...

losing marks without even trying is painful.....

Screwing assignments and mini tests is terrible....

Doing both at the same time is a calamity....

Tsk!!!!!

Pity...

Was on the train to work this afternoon....

Was busy doing some reading, when I heard a couple of sounds..... just like when you give a shake of aerosol can.... Thought it was some kids playing or what...

So I continued with my reading and ignored the sound.....

Kept on Reading..... Heard the shaking can again and again.....

Still I didn't bother..... only after I finished my reading...... did I realise that on the seat opposite my row, sat a woman in her 20s-30s I supposed..... Holding can of aerosol paint and plastic bag.....

What she did was, she gave the can a good shake then sprayed it into the plastic bag and inhaled it.... Paint was everywhere around her lips and face.....
The look on her face was just so sorrowful.....
Such massive misery and hardship she must have gone through.....

At that time, I just felt so sorry for her.....
Why did she have to do that? Harming herself.... Making herself a slave of inhalants.....
Couldn't she think for herself for a second? Her parents? Her families? Her Friends? Her Acquaintances?
Sigh.... I feel like ripping that thing off her hands and lead her to freeing herself from such addiction.....

Why do I have to feel sad when I look at these people?

Alcohol to kill pain and escape from reality....
Drugs abuse for the same reasons.....

BUT the reality is these substances do NOT get them away from the reality..... They just have to face it.... There is no shortcut at all.....

Hope that one day these people can free themselves from such addiction.....

British...

Everyone says "BRITISH"....

How does it feel?

Somewhat posh and elegant, doesn't it?

Or is it just me?

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Keeping my hopes alive...