FIVE more days to go......
And I shall see you very soon!!!!
Missing You.....
=)
Sunday 30 November 2008
Bleh...
losing marks without even trying is painful.....
Screwing assignments and mini tests is terrible....
Doing both at the same time is a calamity....
Tsk!!!!!
Screwing assignments and mini tests is terrible....
Doing both at the same time is a calamity....
Tsk!!!!!
Bleach...
Bleach is getting more and more interesting.....
Can't wait!!!!!
Reading Manga is somehow faster and more exciting than watching anime
><
Can't wait!!!!!
Reading Manga is somehow faster and more exciting than watching anime
><
Tuesday 25 November 2008
Pity...
Was on the train to work this afternoon....
Was busy doing some reading, when I heard a couple of sounds..... just like when you give a shake of aerosol can.... Thought it was some kids playing or what...
So I continued with my reading and ignored the sound.....
Kept on Reading..... Heard the shaking can again and again.....
Still I didn't bother..... only after I finished my reading...... did I realise that on the seat opposite my row, sat a woman in her 20s-30s I supposed..... Holding can of aerosol paint and plastic bag.....
What she did was, she gave the can a good shake then sprayed it into the plastic bag and inhaled it.... Paint was everywhere around her lips and face.....
The look on her face was just so sorrowful.....
Such massive misery and hardship she must have gone through.....
At that time, I just felt so sorry for her.....
Why did she have to do that? Harming herself.... Making herself a slave of inhalants.....
Couldn't she think for herself for a second? Her parents? Her families? Her Friends? Her Acquaintances?
Sigh.... I feel like ripping that thing off her hands and lead her to freeing herself from such addiction.....
Why do I have to feel sad when I look at these people?
Alcohol to kill pain and escape from reality....
Drugs abuse for the same reasons.....
BUT the reality is these substances do NOT get them away from the reality..... They just have to face it.... There is no shortcut at all.....
Hope that one day these people can free themselves from such addiction.....
Was busy doing some reading, when I heard a couple of sounds..... just like when you give a shake of aerosol can.... Thought it was some kids playing or what...
So I continued with my reading and ignored the sound.....
Kept on Reading..... Heard the shaking can again and again.....
Still I didn't bother..... only after I finished my reading...... did I realise that on the seat opposite my row, sat a woman in her 20s-30s I supposed..... Holding can of aerosol paint and plastic bag.....
What she did was, she gave the can a good shake then sprayed it into the plastic bag and inhaled it.... Paint was everywhere around her lips and face.....
The look on her face was just so sorrowful.....
Such massive misery and hardship she must have gone through.....
At that time, I just felt so sorry for her.....
Why did she have to do that? Harming herself.... Making herself a slave of inhalants.....
Couldn't she think for herself for a second? Her parents? Her families? Her Friends? Her Acquaintances?
Sigh.... I feel like ripping that thing off her hands and lead her to freeing herself from such addiction.....
Why do I have to feel sad when I look at these people?
Alcohol to kill pain and escape from reality....
Drugs abuse for the same reasons.....
BUT the reality is these substances do NOT get them away from the reality..... They just have to face it.... There is no shortcut at all.....
Hope that one day these people can free themselves from such addiction.....
Sunday 23 November 2008
Food for Thoughts
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two ...
Baca baik-baik dengan seksama dan pikirkan sejenak!
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
Aku mencintaimu bukan karena siapa dirimu, tapi siapa diriku ketika bersamamu
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
Tidak ada seorangpun yang layak untuk ditangisi, jika ada, seharusnya dia tidak membuatmu menangis
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
Hanya karena seseorang tidak mencintaimu dengan cara sebagaimana kamu kehendaki, tidak berarti dia tidak mencintaimu sepenuh hatinya
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
Teman yang sejati adalah seorang yang menggapai tanganmu dan menyentuh hatimu
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
Cara paling ngga enak kehilangan seseorang adalah dengan duduk disebelahnya dan tau bahwa kau ngga mungkin memilikinya
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Jangan pernah murung, bahkan ketika kau sedih sekalipun, karena kau ngga pernah tau sudah berapa banyak orang yang jatuh cinta pada senyummu
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
Untuk dunia mungkin kau hanya satu orang, tapi untuk satu orang kau mungkin adalah seluruh dunia baginya
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
Jangan buang-buang waktu dengan cowo/cewe yang ngga mau buang2 waktunya denganmu
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
Mungkin kehendak Tuhan adalah kita bertemu dengan beberapa orang yang ngga cocok sebelum bertemu dengan yang cocok, sebab jika akhirnya ketemu yang cocok, kita tau bagaimana bersyukur yang sesungguhnya
10.. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
Jangan menangisi yang sudah berlalu, tersenyumlah karena hal itu bisa terjadi.
11. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
Jadikanlah dirimu orang yang lebih baik dan kenalilah dirimu sendiri, sebelum kau mencoba mengenali orang lain dan mengharapkan mereka mengenali dirimu
12. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
Jangan terlalu ngotot, sesuatu yang baik biasanya datang ketika kau tidak mengharapkannya
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
INGATLAH: SEGALA SESUATU YANG TERJADI PASTI ADA HIKMAH DIBALIKNYA
From Hermanto
Thx heaps Mate!!!
Baca baik-baik dengan seksama dan pikirkan sejenak!
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
Aku mencintaimu bukan karena siapa dirimu, tapi siapa diriku ketika bersamamu
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
Tidak ada seorangpun yang layak untuk ditangisi, jika ada, seharusnya dia tidak membuatmu menangis
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
Hanya karena seseorang tidak mencintaimu dengan cara sebagaimana kamu kehendaki, tidak berarti dia tidak mencintaimu sepenuh hatinya
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
Teman yang sejati adalah seorang yang menggapai tanganmu dan menyentuh hatimu
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
Cara paling ngga enak kehilangan seseorang adalah dengan duduk disebelahnya dan tau bahwa kau ngga mungkin memilikinya
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Jangan pernah murung, bahkan ketika kau sedih sekalipun, karena kau ngga pernah tau sudah berapa banyak orang yang jatuh cinta pada senyummu
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
Untuk dunia mungkin kau hanya satu orang, tapi untuk satu orang kau mungkin adalah seluruh dunia baginya
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
Jangan buang-buang waktu dengan cowo/cewe yang ngga mau buang2 waktunya denganmu
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
Mungkin kehendak Tuhan adalah kita bertemu dengan beberapa orang yang ngga cocok sebelum bertemu dengan yang cocok, sebab jika akhirnya ketemu yang cocok, kita tau bagaimana bersyukur yang sesungguhnya
10.. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
Jangan menangisi yang sudah berlalu, tersenyumlah karena hal itu bisa terjadi.
11. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
Jadikanlah dirimu orang yang lebih baik dan kenalilah dirimu sendiri, sebelum kau mencoba mengenali orang lain dan mengharapkan mereka mengenali dirimu
12. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
Jangan terlalu ngotot, sesuatu yang baik biasanya datang ketika kau tidak mengharapkannya
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
INGATLAH: SEGALA SESUATU YANG TERJADI PASTI ADA HIKMAH DIBALIKNYA
From Hermanto
Thx heaps Mate!!!
Saturday 22 November 2008
British...
Everyone says "BRITISH"....
How does it feel?
Somewhat posh and elegant, doesn't it?
Or is it just me?
><
Keeping my hopes alive...
How does it feel?
Somewhat posh and elegant, doesn't it?
Or is it just me?
><
Keeping my hopes alive...
Friday 21 November 2008
Memory...
Went through old pictures just now....
Looked at this one
Then came across this poem (if that's what you call it... otherwise they are mere sentences)
It says:
Dunno who made this poem here.... but it is called "The Moment"....
Ha6.... Can't believe it has been THREE AND A HALF YEARS since highschool....
Wonder how everyone is doing....
A chapter of our lives has ended.... Everyone has to keep on moving forward.... Yet everything we've gone through is surely memorable.....
Whether Good, Fun, Joyous, Not so Good, Sorrowful, Rowdy or even quarrelsome.....
They are mere memoirs.....
Similarly what's on the current chapter is also the same.....
You can't expect everyone to be with you forever....
The power of impermanence sure is freaky....
The moments shared together are only remnants....
Mere remnants and nothing else....
Good to recall but not to be craved for....
Looked at this one
Then came across this poem (if that's what you call it... otherwise they are mere sentences)
It says:
Friends come and Friends go
The Seasons change
The Seasons will show
They will age
And so will Us
But our Friendship stays
Strong and
True
...
Dunno who made this poem here.... but it is called "The Moment"....
Ha6.... Can't believe it has been THREE AND A HALF YEARS since highschool....
Wonder how everyone is doing....
A chapter of our lives has ended.... Everyone has to keep on moving forward.... Yet everything we've gone through is surely memorable.....
Whether Good, Fun, Joyous, Not so Good, Sorrowful, Rowdy or even quarrelsome.....
They are mere memoirs.....
Similarly what's on the current chapter is also the same.....
You can't expect everyone to be with you forever....
The power of impermanence sure is freaky....
The moments shared together are only remnants....
Mere remnants and nothing else....
Good to recall but not to be craved for....
Thursday 20 November 2008
Sunday 16 November 2008
He is Back.....
Again he came back this afternoon....
The man I talked about last Friday....
So ciaklat....
Today he's got script for 1 mg Xanax..... after FIFTY tablets of 2 mg Xanax TWO DAYS AGO....
Haizzz..... Why so desperate???
What a pity.....
The man I talked about last Friday....
So ciaklat....
Today he's got script for 1 mg Xanax..... after FIFTY tablets of 2 mg Xanax TWO DAYS AGO....
Haizzz..... Why so desperate???
What a pity.....
Saturday 15 November 2008
Another =)
Anyone tried Happy Phoenix Restaurant at Prahran yet?
Food pretty good and affordable as well....
I'll give an overall rating of 4/5
Also nice place for fresh and cheap Sashimi....
Tsukiji
Also in Prahran
Guess I fell for it....
钱包受伤了.... ><
Newai Can't believe that
It's weekend again......
Time's flying so so fast......
Can't wait!!! Can't wait!!!!
3 more weeks.....
=)
Food pretty good and affordable as well....
I'll give an overall rating of 4/5
Also nice place for fresh and cheap Sashimi....
Tsukiji
Also in Prahran
Guess I fell for it....
钱包受伤了.... ><
Newai Can't believe that
It's weekend again......
Time's flying so so fast......
Can't wait!!! Can't wait!!!!
3 more weeks.....
=)
Sigh....
Was working from 4-9 just now.....
All good except for....
Junkies
A person came in around 7 pm.... definitely a drug addict!!!! So obvious..... even one of the customer told me that he is a bit off his mind when I gave out her medications....><
Newai he kept on asking me for Xanax..... the way he said it like "Ai si bei si" so "loyo"....
Have you got Xanax 2mg? the 50 one?
Is it long shape?
It's not round is it?
Can I take a look if they are the same with the one I usually had? - NEVER!!!! As if I am going to let you see and smuggle it away......
What about Kalma? The 2 mg 50 tablets.....
Have you got a script?-"Mr Pharmacist"
It sure is annoying...... he kept on babbling and babbling for about 20 minutes I guess.....
Until a girl, an acquaintance of him I guess, came and talked to him.... he dropped in his script...
sigh.... Pity him.... For a mere Xanax..... his life seems to be in a mess..... Is Xanax more important than his life? or is Xanax actually his life?
Can't imagine what kind of hardship he went through......
Hope he would realise how worthy his life is....
And turn away from drug addiction....
All good except for....
Junkies
A person came in around 7 pm.... definitely a drug addict!!!! So obvious..... even one of the customer told me that he is a bit off his mind when I gave out her medications....><
Newai he kept on asking me for Xanax..... the way he said it like "Ai si bei si" so "loyo"....
Have you got Xanax 2mg? the 50 one?
Is it long shape?
It's not round is it?
Can I take a look if they are the same with the one I usually had? - NEVER!!!! As if I am going to let you see and smuggle it away......
What about Kalma? The 2 mg 50 tablets.....
Have you got a script?-"Mr Pharmacist"
It sure is annoying...... he kept on babbling and babbling for about 20 minutes I guess.....
Until a girl, an acquaintance of him I guess, came and talked to him.... he dropped in his script...
sigh.... Pity him.... For a mere Xanax..... his life seems to be in a mess..... Is Xanax more important than his life? or is Xanax actually his life?
Can't imagine what kind of hardship he went through......
Hope he would realise how worthy his life is....
And turn away from drug addiction....
Friday 14 November 2008
=)
These Holidays.....
Are they really holidays????
Been really busy here and there since the first day.....
Oh Well.... At least it kept me occupied....
Rather than doing nothing at home....
Hmm...
Oh!!!! And Cause and Condition sure is unpredictable......
Who would have guessed?
Perhaps everything happens for a reason.....
And it is an aid to develop our very own selves.....
Hello and Goodbye..... Circle of Life.....
=)
Can't wait till 5thDec....
See You very SOON!!!!!!
Are they really holidays????
Been really busy here and there since the first day.....
Oh Well.... At least it kept me occupied....
Rather than doing nothing at home....
Hmm...
Oh!!!! And Cause and Condition sure is unpredictable......
Who would have guessed?
Perhaps everything happens for a reason.....
And it is an aid to develop our very own selves.....
Hello and Goodbye..... Circle of Life.....
=)
Can't wait till 5thDec....
See You very SOON!!!!!!
Wednesday 12 November 2008
Confusing? Probably....
Haha....
Recently, I find myself craving for stuffs too easily.....
Well stuff is not an appropriate word.....
Aber weiß ich nicht was eigentlich das richtige Wort ist....
Mädchen vielleicht?
Doch....
Finde ich aber jede attraktiv ist und wann ich sie besser kenne......
Ich denke mich daß sie paßt mich nicht.....
Also....
What can I do? haha
In short it's like "panas-panas taik ayam"
lol
Tapi ya apa boleh buat namanya juga belum ada yang cocok.....
><
Recently, I find myself craving for stuffs too easily.....
Well stuff is not an appropriate word.....
Aber weiß ich nicht was eigentlich das richtige Wort ist....
Mädchen vielleicht?
Doch....
Finde ich aber jede attraktiv ist und wann ich sie besser kenne......
Ich denke mich daß sie paßt mich nicht.....
Also....
What can I do? haha
In short it's like "panas-panas taik ayam"
lol
Tapi ya apa boleh buat namanya juga belum ada yang cocok.....
><
Monday 10 November 2008
Sweat.....
Whoa!!!!!
This holidays are going to suck all my money....
I am Only on the first THREE days..... (out of 3.5 Months)
AND
I have spent like AUD350 .... ><
Not to mention the other stuffs on my list.....
Wew....
Perhaps it's not a very good idea to stay in Melbourne during Holidays......
This holidays are going to suck all my money....
I am Only on the first THREE days..... (out of 3.5 Months)
AND
I have spent like AUD350 .... ><
Not to mention the other stuffs on my list.....
Wew....
Perhaps it's not a very good idea to stay in Melbourne during Holidays......
Sunday 9 November 2008
Actor...
Life is only a performance
Humans are just mere actors playing their roles to make the show successful
Actors play different roles each time
It is impossible for them to keep playing the same characters because once the show ends, a new show with different story line will begin
The actors have to leave everything they have done behind and start all over again
Those playing protagonists might now play Antagonists and vice versa
There seems to be no hard feeling within themselves wanting to retain what they've got in the previous play
Once the show has ended.... That's it...
A new chapter will begin and all the actors will just have to move on....
Another Homework to be done....
Humans are just mere actors playing their roles to make the show successful
Actors play different roles each time
It is impossible for them to keep playing the same characters because once the show ends, a new show with different story line will begin
The actors have to leave everything they have done behind and start all over again
Those playing protagonists might now play Antagonists and vice versa
There seems to be no hard feeling within themselves wanting to retain what they've got in the previous play
Once the show has ended.... That's it...
A new chapter will begin and all the actors will just have to move on....
Another Homework to be done....
Friday 7 November 2008
Ben Chan's Song from a Secret Garden
Ben Chan's really superb!!!!!
His playing is just so awesome that I think many people would be speechless and watch in awe... (Well at least I do)... ha6
His Vibrato is so intense that the notes produced with every stroke seem to stab directly in the heart.....
Also the feelings and emotions he incorporate into his playing further augment the vibrato effects.....
Such Feeling.....
Newai.... here's one of his newest youtube video...
Playing Song from a Secret Garden....
He kinda played the accompaniment which he figured out himself by ear after listening to the normal version (try the one I snapped from Imeem and compare it with his playing)....
It's so gorgeous..... the pitch mixes really well.... what a talent he's got there.... (starting from 1'35)
It's simply beautiful, isn't it?
His playing is just so awesome that I think many people would be speechless and watch in awe... (Well at least I do)... ha6
His Vibrato is so intense that the notes produced with every stroke seem to stab directly in the heart.....
Also the feelings and emotions he incorporate into his playing further augment the vibrato effects.....
Such Feeling.....
Newai.... here's one of his newest youtube video...
Playing Song from a Secret Garden....
He kinda played the accompaniment which he figured out himself by ear after listening to the normal version (try the one I snapped from Imeem and compare it with his playing)....
It's so gorgeous..... the pitch mixes really well.... what a talent he's got there.... (starting from 1'35)
It's simply beautiful, isn't it?
Tummy....
During the exams....
I think my tummy has really gone kaputt....
Couldn't believe I actually took 10 Nexium 20mg and 7 Zantac 150mg in the last two weeks...
Geez.....
Have to reset my tummy all over now.....
Hopefully it is still reversible....
QUM!!!
Haizzz
I think my tummy has really gone kaputt....
Couldn't believe I actually took 10 Nexium 20mg and 7 Zantac 150mg in the last two weeks...
Geez.....
Have to reset my tummy all over now.....
Hopefully it is still reversible....
QUM!!!
Haizzz
Finally!!!!
Exams Done....
At last!!!!
This semester was unexpectedly shocking.......
Wonder how I went with all those 5 papers....
Definitely not as good as those in the previous semesters....
Still it should be alright..... I suppose....
Will just wait and see how bad I can be at Exams..... (=.=)
*A Lesson to Remember* It is not going to happen again!!!!!
Newai.....
Now that Exam period is over.....
It's time to UNWIND....
Something really FUN is coming soon.....
Hope it turns out well...
Wish Me Luck ^o^
At last!!!!
This semester was unexpectedly shocking.......
Wonder how I went with all those 5 papers....
Definitely not as good as those in the previous semesters....
Still it should be alright..... I suppose....
Will just wait and see how bad I can be at Exams..... (=.=)
*A Lesson to Remember* It is not going to happen again!!!!!
Newai.....
Now that Exam period is over.....
It's time to UNWIND....
Something really FUN is coming soon.....
Hope it turns out well...
Wish Me Luck ^o^
Thursday 6 November 2008
Aigh....
I am
TIRED...........
STRESSED............
SCARED................
MEDCHEM is so so so so GAYYYYYYYYYYYY................
Aigh.........
COME WHAT MAY.........
"secretly" wishing myself and everyone else good luck
TIRED...........
STRESSED............
SCARED................
MEDCHEM is so so so so GAYYYYYYYYYYYY................
Aigh.........
COME WHAT MAY.........
"secretly" wishing myself and everyone else good luck
Tuesday 4 November 2008
zhen qing zuo shui
The old song I snapped from imeem..... on the right hand side there...
ca. 1995 or somewhere around there anyway....
Was still in primary school and it was a soundtrack of a drama series.... Can't remember what the drama was... but kinda good one.... ha6 if you trust a 9-10 years old boy's words back then... ha6
Newai.... this super2 nice song (agree?) pretty hard to find I suppose.... Really love it....
Not the lyrics nor the singer....
But the music arrangement...... the grand piano, organ, violins and cellos .....
All mix so well.... Even the drums give a final serenading touch...
Have a feel..... The piano playing the main melody, strings playing the accompaniment....
What an art.... It gives a sustained feeling of happiness and subtle sadness.....
So beautiful.....
ca. 1995 or somewhere around there anyway....
Was still in primary school and it was a soundtrack of a drama series.... Can't remember what the drama was... but kinda good one.... ha6 if you trust a 9-10 years old boy's words back then... ha6
Newai.... this super2 nice song (agree?) pretty hard to find I suppose.... Really love it....
Not the lyrics nor the singer....
But the music arrangement...... the grand piano, organ, violins and cellos .....
All mix so well.... Even the drums give a final serenading touch...
Have a feel..... The piano playing the main melody, strings playing the accompaniment....
What an art.... It gives a sustained feeling of happiness and subtle sadness.....
So beautiful.....
Sunday 2 November 2008
Dream
What does a Dream mean?
Been seeing this stuff on and off....
for lets say.... 4-5 times?
Different Setting but pretty much similar context....
*Dream Dream Dream...... Dream.........*
I wonder.......
Last nite's was kinda exciting though.... in a way...
ha6
Been seeing this stuff on and off....
for lets say.... 4-5 times?
Different Setting but pretty much similar context....
*Dream Dream Dream...... Dream.........*
I wonder.......
Last nite's was kinda exciting though.... in a way...
ha6
Saturday 1 November 2008
Random only lar....
Hmm.... 36 Posts during October?
Numbers keep increasing eh....
How far can I go?
ckckckck.....
Numbers keep increasing eh....
How far can I go?
ckckckck.....
Brrrrr.....
I feel like landing a punch on his face..... lol
Sigh.... a mixture of sorrow and jealousy.... iiissshhh
Should I keep going or Should I pull over....
But then something tells me to keep striving.....
Yet looking at how things go.....
It's just so depressing.....
Especially just now dinner.....
at New Kun Dan or something like that in Chinatown....
Music so depressing somemore....
Like a special effect.... ha6
Just like those Korean drama theme, when a couple are dining in and will start a row anytime... ><
Wonder if you get what I mean... hahaha
It seriously depressed me even further......
A big NO to that restaurant.... lmao
Sigh....
This kind of feeling ar....
SO SO SO NOT NICE..... haha
Sigh.... a mixture of sorrow and jealousy.... iiissshhh
Should I keep going or Should I pull over....
But then something tells me to keep striving.....
Yet looking at how things go.....
It's just so depressing.....
Especially just now dinner.....
at New Kun Dan or something like that in Chinatown....
Music so depressing somemore....
Like a special effect.... ha6
Just like those Korean drama theme, when a couple are dining in and will start a row anytime... ><
Wonder if you get what I mean... hahaha
It seriously depressed me even further......
A big NO to that restaurant.... lmao
Sigh....
This kind of feeling ar....
SO SO SO NOT NICE..... haha
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