幸福是甚麼？？？

這是孤單的滋味嗎？？？
難道我只是需要人陪嗎？？？
想起當初一個人過日子，有多麼自由自在。。。

而現在呢？ 怎麼回不到以前那個好日子？？？
都怪自己太天真吧。。。
結果最痛最傷心也只有自己。。。

我的幸福在那裡呢？？？

Complicated or Complications???

Been feeling kinda uneasy since the past few days...

Physically:

Palpitation, Tremor, Flushes Blushes

Oh Well definitely NOT a heart attack...

Plus still CAN'T CALM my mind down

As if I've just loaded myself with huge doses of 5HT

Warning: Serotonin Syndrome

This MIXED feeling Haizzz....

Oh Well....

Hoping for the best at this stage,,,

Only time will tell, I guess
 

Reborn!!!

FIVE years since my last post, a lot have happened for sure....
Career wise....
Obtained my Bachelor degree in 2010, past my registration exam the year after, started working real hard and trained an intern up until end of last year.

Time does fly... My trainee back then is now a qualified professional. I Ended up quitting my full time job and ventured back into uni, thinking to get into the academia sector. It's a bit of a trade off though considering the amount of money I would have earned, had I kept my job. But then again, for a better future and for the sake of reaching out to my dreams, I guess a change is good.

So yep... third month into my study now. What to expect? Information overload, twisted brain, busy buzzy, what else? First month even worse trying to adjust from working life to that of student.... Now I guess m getting the rhythm back...

My love life is just as exciting... I wish....
Unfortunately it did not turn out well... Sigh....  Won't go into the details but it's just hard to find the right person amidst the vast ocean.... Up and down like a yo-yo... So depressing man...  Having said that though, a few of my schoolmates are actually married and even had children... So yep kind of unpredictable I guess....
A few days back however, somebody keeps on popping on my mind. out of no where.... So Random!!!! Ok Fine I did read one of my friends' blog and went into the links on the page. What surprises me is that I dun even know that person, but somehow this thought keeps on resurfacing and bothering me... Even at this very moment..... So cia lat man.... Really weird.... My mind is jumping around like monkey now... hou geng hor that someone =.=!! sigh..

What else....
Oh.. recently I know another someone, who claimed to be or is said to be so like me... I was like mehhh.... Really r got Replica of me now... haha But I guess we do have so many things in common, personality wise... and I find it quite surprising myself to be able to click so well with him, who was then a Mr Stranger. Not to mention the "special" approach we took to forge this friendship and get along... (If you are reading this,,, No Offence lol). But I am glad to have known him. Seriously....  Appreciate it....

Also did a fair bit of travelling around Asia since I started working full time... Been doing it solo all along... so boring hor? Maybe it's just my antisocial side... hahah Another one coming up end of this month.... Destination Taiwan... Again!!! Fallen in love with that place =)

Oh Well... That's all for now I guess,,, Shall post again when there are more exciting stuffs available.

Hello Again...

For some reason I feel the urge to pen down my thoughts after abandoning this space for nearly half a decade.... Oh Well.....
Guess it doesn't hurt to start writing again....

Anxious.....

If you ask me to describe my feeling in one word now....
It would be....

ANXIOUS!!!!!!

Of What???

Heaps!!!!

EXAMS!!!!

This semester really is the "BEST" semester ever..... Start studying TWO weeks before first paper.... how COOL is that????? Trying to catch up now... Hope it's not too late... Getting there.... We can do it!! HISSYOU!!!!!!!

VISA!!!!
Still waiting for Visa letter from King's.... When is it coming??? duhhhh
Called German Embassy... Next available appointment is 13 Nov... The day straight after exam.... can we make it in time????
That's TWO VISA in 2 months.....
Fingers crossed....

MONEY to spend XD
OK perhaps this one is a bit exaggerating.... but seriously I need it eh......

Airlines...

Alritee... I know this is such a random thing to do... After stopping blogging for almost half a year... now I suddenly come up with this posts... hahaha

But neway... m supposed to study PHARMACEUTICS... but then wander a bit in youtube to look for a bit of entertainment... suddenly just type in airlines and found their theme songs... three which I think are pretty good .... have your say and enjoy lol

GARUDA INDONESIA - Kebanggaanku/ My Pride

(Indonesian Version)


(English Version)


QANTAS AIRWAYS - I still call Australia Home



LUFTHANSA - Symphony of Angels

关于你的歌。。。

很想说。。。

Should I???

But Then....

I'm worried that I wouldn't be able to look after you.....

And I would not be able to forgive myself if that happens.....

How???

A Dilemma.....

Friend or "Friend" ?????

Seriously which one do would you choose??????

Haizzz....