Random Rant....

Had a dream yesterday....

Was flying as a "part-time" cabin crew with SIA on MEL-SIN flight. Apparently it was my second flight and I am based in MEL lol

Well yeap... Have been thinking of going into flying career recently for a change....
*sweat* 

Personally I love flying...  As in literally... i.e. to be on a plane... Not so much of excitement upon reaching the destination. Haha Weird  huh?

Cabin crew would be the easiest path to get into I guess....

But I reckon being a captain would be more rewarding?

I'm 27 this year... By the time I finish my degree, I would be 30.... hahaha Too old to be a cabin crew neway....

Been looking at some flying classes as well.... should perhaps work towards my private flying license than commercial license and who knows I might be on my way flying a B777 or perhaps A380 lol

***Dream On***

Work or Study?

Done my commencement panel meeting yesterday....

Start cramming for my 6 month report...

Due in Sept...

Oh Well at least I have something extra on top of keeping up with my reading....

Sometimes I wonder....

Why am I here in the first place?

有誰可以告訴我？？？？

許諾與緣分與因緣的關係是甚麼？？？？

那“愛”這一個字是甚麼？？？
















我自己也不曉得。。。

前世今生的因緣。。。。

該怎麼樣去解決？

有甚麼方法去改變？？

難道這樣就把它放棄？？？

我只懂我的心一直期待。。。。

不停得盼望。。。

What to do???

Wahsehhhh

So Cia Lat..... I dunno what to do already.... The scale seems to weigh towards one side and I can't even balance it up >.<

Dunno how lehhhh....

Should I just let it go?
This is just so complicated =(



我與你 － Soundtrack from the movie Three Peas in a Pod

Light bites

Back from TPE - Details to Follow =)

Watched this movie directed by Michelle Chong on the plane yesterday.

3 Peas in a Pod - 他她他

Kinda expected the ending within the first 30 minutes... Nevertheless still a very touching one. Highly recommend it.

Lesson learnt - It's better to express your feeling rather than keeping it for yourself and end up living in remorse =(

Oh Well.... I guess I might as well....Never know what the outcome may be.....

If things do not turn out the way I expect it to be, at least I have tried.....

Trust my gut feeling.

六哲

Came across 六哲's songs in youtube this afternoon....

Didn't know who he was previously, accidentally stumbled upon him

I think I'm fond of him now....

All his songs are just so emotional..... Fit in perfectly.... Is it just me?

Neway it just kinda connects... The lyrics, The melody....

It's like they are telling all the story on my behalf...

Guess will be sleeping with them tonight....

YOU!!!!

Not too sure what's got into me....

Maybe it's just a sign that I am ageing....

Solitude? Loneliness? Sorrow?

It's like a part of me is missing....

Haizzz.....

Not a first time nor will it be the last....

So can anyone just tell me

WHO and WHERE THIS PERSON IS???

Could you please just disclose yourself???

Haiz Pathetic me....

I'll be waiting for you....

因緣

Talking to one of my friends just now and he left me with the word "FATE"

This keeps me my mind going for a while

It is just so unbelievable, how people meet each other...

I couldn't understand myself...

Why is it when I see someone for the first time, it feels as if I know that person??? As if he/she looks so familiar and I feel that I have met him/her somewhere before even though I haven't.

Why is it when I first meet a stranger, I think that we could go along so well? or even worse I feel like he/she is so annoying? Note that this "stereotyping" is still in the thinking process and most of the time, it turns out to exactly as the mind has predicted...

quoting from a Chinese oldies, 渡情

有緣千年來相會， 無緣對面手難牽



It is just too mesmerizing, how this so called fate works.....




I do think that Fate is only a small part of relationship and input from both parties are required to make it work.
Just like planting a tree.... Seedling is the analogy for fate and to make it grow we need a lot to plant, water and nurture it.

I guess will have to appreciate the relationship with every person that I have known, am knowing and yet to know....  For it does not come about easily and once this so called "Fate" slips through it may take a while before the next encounter...

Continuing on the lyrics...

十年修得同船渡
百年修得共枕眠
若是千年有造化
白首同心在眼前

幸福是甚麼？？？

這是孤單的滋味嗎？？？
難道我只是需要人陪嗎？？？
想起當初一個人過日子，有多麼自由自在。。。

而現在呢？ 怎麼回不到以前那個好日子？？？
都怪自己太天真吧。。。
結果最痛最傷心也只有自己。。。

我的幸福在那裡呢？？？

Complicated or Complications???

Been feeling kinda uneasy since the past few days...

Physically:

Palpitation, Tremor, Flushes Blushes

Oh Well definitely NOT a heart attack...

Plus still CAN'T CALM my mind down

As if I've just loaded myself with huge doses of 5HT

Warning: Serotonin Syndrome

This MIXED feeling Haizzz....

Oh Well....

Hoping for the best at this stage,,,

Only time will tell, I guess